sometimes when i just sit down and think about life i feel like i dont truly experience it. i feel like im always looking foward to the next big thing thats happening so much that i miss the time in between. for instance, i went on a trip to austin this past weekend. i'd been counting down the days for about two weeks prior. i realized that, although there are several highlights of fun things that happened before then, all i was thinking about was austin.
along the same lines, i realize that after something exciting happens, im left feeling empty. the experience might have been so much fun, but i was so hyped up about it, there was no way my expectations could've been met.
i dont know if all this mess even makes sense, its just something i've been thinking about alot lately. with that being said, im going to try to make a conscience effort to live day-to-day, not constantly look to the future, and miss out on the present.
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